Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Update!

Well I guess that I should update my blog seeing as how it has almost been a year!! Life is good, full of struggles but I think that means that life is going just the way it should! I am happy! I am happy that we have a new little Surprise coming in July! We just found out yesterday that it is another girl! Gooch was a little bummed when he first found out but after we buttered him up with lots of "Your so Special to be the only boy" and "you will have to protect your sisters" he seemed totally fine with it!
I got my insurance license last November and have been able to stay home and work from my new "little" office. It is hard to put in the time I need with 3 little kids running around and a husband who works his toosh off to take care of us. So I haven't gotten "rich" yet but it helps. Noelle told me the other day that "Mom, we are rich! We are rich in love"! She is absolutely right! We are sooooo rich in love!! I have seen so many people around me suffer with true pain and true hurt and it really puts things into perspective! So it's a struggle to pay the bills and I am so tired from kids, work, and pregnancy but at least we have each other and even more so at least we have the gospel!!
This Sunday is Easter! Bunnies, candy, spring toys, dresses, Dye, eggs, baskets, chocolate! Isn't that what it is all about? Not so! It is hard not to get caught up in the worlds definition of Easter. I however am very thankful for my Savior, Jesus Christ! He saves me every day! He is the comforter and I know he and our Heavenly Father love us all so much! I am so thankful for his atonement! He is real, he is true, and he is what this world is all about! I pray I can teach my children this truth and teach them of his love! I see so many kids who don't know this and it makes me so sad! How hard life is when he is not in your life! I know, I have been there before! I want my kids to have this knowledge as I send them out into this yucky, dirty, beautiful, special world!
Noelle asked me a question today that tugged a little and made my eyes moist! She said "Mom, don't you miss your Daddy?" Oh sweet Noelle, of course I miss him! I also miss a lot of things that are no more! I miss smelling lilacs in my moms kitchen! I miss the magic and innocence of childhood! I miss the smell of diesel and certs!! I miss going to Grandmas and Grandpa's and playing Tarzan with Ruby, Cheryl, and Kurtis.I miss my sweet smelling mom singing "how much is that doggie in the window" when I was sick. I miss trolling around the neighborhood with Natalie! I miss ice cream cones at Grandma Bridges house! I miss when Grandpa Phil would flood the field behind our house and we would go wading around with the sheep turds and thistles! I miss how simple things were in "hickville"! I miss sugar mums, rice pudding, root beer and the smell of coffee! I miss peppermint and butterscotch candies and those damn green lamps that Grandma Nield would never let us touch! Oh and I miss her too!
Wow the memories are flooding in!! I miss my Dad!
I love my life! I love my husband! He makes me laugh! I love my kids! They make me laugh too!!




14 comments:

Ruby said...

that was beautiful! was so worth the wait!! Thank you for uplifting my day with your words :)

Melissa said...

I love you Cam. Thanks for a good reminder. You are quite the woman! I miss you.

Unknown said...

Hey congratulations! I've been watching for new posts from you. LOL! Tell Frankie that Ashlee is getting her life together, while suffering the consequences of her choices, but she is doing well. She lives at home with us and is going through drug court. It has been a long five months with her and all her legal stuff, but we see a light at the end of the tunnel. Just glad to have our daughter back. Hope to see you soon.

Chels said...

Hey congrats on updating haha, oh and the baby girl I suppose haha. You know I'm only kidding, what exciting news! Capri will absolutely love having a baby around especially a little sister who is so close in age. They're gonna be best buds and poor gooch for no brothers, but your right; He's pretty special and will definitely be blessed tons for putting up with lots of hair, makeup and pink for the rest of his life haha. Congrats again, Im pretty stoked:]

Bungi said...

Cam I love your blog, thank you for posting!!!
I miss you all so very very much!!!
I love you and your family!

Tara Bergsjo said...

It was great to see a new post. I am so happy about your new beautiful addition that will be here soon. Your post was beautiful. I love you guys so much!!

Nat said...

Thanks for the memories. (sniff, sniff) I heart the hell out of you.

Personal Trainer said...

hey!! you have a wonderful blog. thanks for sharing your life and experience here. keep it up and never give up. you can do it.

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Phyllis Blickensderfer said...

I was following the "Next Blog" button on a lazy Sunday afternoon when I landed here. I, too, am thankful for my Savior, Jesus Christ! It is such a blessing to run across a sister in Christ. I also enjoyed your nostalgia for memories. It's been well over a year and I hope your new Righetti has joined the family without problems, taking her rightful place as "The Baby." May God bless your family.

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